.:Misunderstanding is a part of Life:.

My studies of everyday life is worth satisfying to me. In one's person day, it's always not perfect.Get it? Whenever there's a good incident, the bad ones will always be waiting to arrive at the "perfect" time. I don't know about you, but i find it true everytime. And if today when i know there was nothing bad happened in school from 8.30am to 3.45pm, I meant seriously nothing; the teacher didint even give a scolding or whatever or was in a bad mood or something, I knew it that it wont go perfectly for a day yet unless there must be a "bad thing" to happen to make the day "equal". I hope you're not confused.

As i've said, the good part has already done its job. What's the "bad part" today? =DD
Argument. Between my mum and I.

Look, im serious not satisfied by this argument.

It's about my music class which i had it today (as usual-in 1 week, there's only 1 class for 1 hour. Remember.) and my music teacher had owed me two classes because so happened that time she wasnt feeling well and was busy i assume. So then my teacher planned to continue my lessons until September while replacing the two classes that she'd owed, on the first two weeks of October. Plus, she added that i do not need to pay the fees for the replacement classes on Oct. Hence, I nodded in agreement. The plan sounds fair enough. Right?

BUT TOO BAD, someone eventually said no and that person is no one else besides my mother. Well eventually the argument took placed after my music teacher left my house.

My mum was like saying the plan needs to be change cuz obviously she thinks the plan is not working well. At first i just thought where's the bad point? I mean isit the fees which hurts the money to pay (yes i know, the fees is not cheap indeed) or is the time which gave a trouble to this matter? But still, i really told her what's the bad point? Doesnt it sound smooth enough? I mean she doesnt need to pay the fees for the OCT as it's just two lessons as a replacement. Hey i repeating wht my teacher said.

But nooooo, she didint wanna listen. So fine, she came up with this decision to make today's lesson a replacement class so that i dun have any lessons on Oct. She said so that i can concentrate my studies more.

I TOTALLY GAVE HER THE LOOK "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?"

Ok, i know one part that she cares about me BUT Seriously people, if YOU tell me that the decision she made was right, Can YOU REALLY REALLY please EXPLAIN to me exactly WHY putting a replacement class at a LESSON DAY? I'm just confused

"Yes. What's the problem?" my mum said.

At that time, i was really thinking more than twice of what she was trying to say. Putting replacement class in a lesson's class. Ok.. think Siew Mun, do you get it?

Seriously i dont. I mean it's like putting a replacement school time table on a LESSON DAY where we are learning new stuff. JUST TELL ME WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? Should you wanna put do a replacement, you will be probably put it on the day where we dont have lessons or better known as a free day isint it?

So I was really asking my mum what was she trying to tell me. And then she scolded and scolded saying why dint i get it. And then i couldn't hold back my patience and i shouted "CAUSE YOU'RE NOT MAKING ANY SENSE TO ME!"

Ok, i admit. I was rude and misbehaved. But she forced me to. I cant hold up my patience.I JUST CANT UNDERSTAND AT ALL!!! What was she trying to tell me of putting lesson's class as replacement? I mean does that make any difference? If she does that, I still have two classes if you get my what i mean. There are fixed number of music classes in a year and of course we have to follow it. Fine, maybe if you should have said earlier, i can make it the class to be in two hours. But unfortunately you dint, you wanan call the teacher to say that today's lesson will be as a replacement class. I really knocked my head on the wall. I was like "SERIOUSLY dont she ever get my entire point"?

AND THE "BEST" PART?

She pointed at me and shouted that im "DUMB".Wow, man i just wanna say ,mum, PLS DUN ALWAYS F**K URSELF EVERYTIME THINKING YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE REASONS WITH YOU as if i dont bloody have reasons too. I just thought it's NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. NO im not insulting. Im being honest and c'mon doesnt being honest always hurts!? CARE IF YOU DONT, I DUN FEEL SORRY WHT I'VE SAID AND THINK IT'S RIGHT WHEN YOU F**CKING SAID IT'S BULLSHIT WRONG!!! GET IT, MOTHER!?

LOOK, I DONT DESERVED TO BE CALLED DUMB IN THIS CASE. If for those who wanna call me that,fine, be that way! IT'S JUST MY POINT OF VIEW, CANT YOU JUST GET IT? AND SERIOUSLY ISINT IT TOTALLY BLOODY OBVIOUS IT DOESNT MAKE A SENSE HERE. ALRIGHT YOU DONT, BUT DONT GIVE ME THAT WORD WHICH SAID I NEED MY NAILS TO BE SCREWED. You're never ALWAYS right !!!

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*SLAMS DOOR TO THE MAX NOISE* BUT HEY, LIKE I CARE IF SHE DOESNT GET MY POINT IN THE FIRST HELLSHIT PLACE?

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But i ALWAYS LOST and i dunno why.THATS THE FUCKING PART I HATE!ARGHHHHH~ Cuz i dont wanna continue over some silly matter and i gave in. JUST THIS ONCE. Seriously, I've never argue with my so terrible before. This is the worst argument i've ever had.

In conclusion? Yes, I gave in. And my mum wins again this time and she ends with the nagging. Haiz.. so usual.

We're ok right now ..............but to look back to this matter, I still think it needs to be re-discussed but what the heck? I aint gonna destroy her high blood pressure ==''. Im afraid next time she'll kick me out of the house instead...oh whatever, at least it was solved just that somewhere beneath my heart, i just hope she really really understands what i was trying to say.

Chill out what you're yelling for

Lay back it's all been done before

To my mum=I apologised for everything i've done. It's not like i want this to come alright? =="

-i also wanna apologised if this post is causing confusion to you-

*stabs*