.:fear in this christmas period :.

I'm not feeling me today.
I feel different..

way different..
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im scared..


and i dunno why..


im just very scared..

my mind telling is im gonna be alone again..

for christmas..

no.. maybe forever..? Damn!! WHY AM I HAVING THIS FEELING!!!?


maybe im sick. I think too much.My friends say I always do..

I'm worrying abt my studies, jobs, future, my friends, my future friends, my marriage, my future.... everything.







help...





help...













help.......










*sigh*